Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Nothing Will Come Of Nothing - Kate

While i've enjoyed better control over the past few months, I haven't really been putting in as much effort as I could be with my diabetes control. I forget to bolus, I haven't been recording properly, i'm putting everything before my diabetes. I have been checking at least 4 times a day, an taking a correction if i'm high, but i don't do post meal checks or post correction checks. I don't review basals if something goes wrong, I just zap in a bolus. And I still don't understand why my blood sugars just cant be normal. But I do. If I put more work in, it might work out, but hey, this is diabetes we're talking about, it never goes the way you want it to. Right? So sometimes you think, why bother trying? So you can say you tried? No. Even if you do try, it might not work out, or it just might. Better still, as King Lear said in the Shakespearian play, "Nothing Will Come Of Nothing".
So let's try.

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