When diabetes makes you cry: a confession. - Emma.

"Hang on a second.. So you think that if you think something exists there's a perfectly good chance that it doesn't? What the hell does existance actually mean then? Like, humans made up the word "existance" so surely it must mean something quantifyable by humans... Schmeh, I guess it just depends on your definition of the word existance.."

"Yeah.. I know you think that if we think something exists it does.. But that just doesn't seem realistic to me.."

"I guess it IS a bit of a paradox.. I mean, if your thoughts exist about how my view on existance is wrong, does that mean that they're right and therefore my thoughts on existance weren't right to begin with and woaaaaah.. Why is the world flashingg?"

How come it's so much more scary to see a number in the 2s (40s) on the meter than it is to see a 50? Perhaps it's because when I get to that level I've lost my rationality and stop making logical sense to most people.

I don't really know.

All I know is, that 2s scare the shit out of me.

Which leads to me overtreating, and sitting at a sticky 16 (290) or so, a couple of hours later.

Sometimes, I don't think I can cope with diabetes.